non sequitur

oh blogging. this was brewed out of a late night stumble upon my old myspace journals. my little online diary to the world. i wrote about such random things, complained about things i forgot i even cared about, and was thoroughly happy rediscovering the lost thoughts of me.

so here goes. what does one blog about? am i even going to let people know this exists, or shall i just keep writing to the future jes?

i will start, then, with a dumping, a squeegeeing of the current things stumbling, racing, elbowing, brooding in my head:

i started a band. so far, i have perfected hand clapping and written one stanza of music. i consider this a tremendous success so far

i have been thinking alot about taste buds and spicy foods

i have newly discovered, to be direct, lesbian sex. and i find it to be so fucking amazing that i find myself daydreaming in class about the thighs of girls.

i don't know how to define my sexuality anymore. and i don't know why i insist on defining it.

words fail me lately.

i don't know why i insist on staying up so late recently.

i think i am going to stick some pictures in here now. that sounds like a good time.